the beginning is the end is the beginning

[ on rotation ] :: "your woman" - white town


i'm on/off with this blog. i can't really get used to it.

anyways, i'm going to korea to teach english for a year. i guess that would be considered as a major update. i'm leaving in like 10 days. holy shit, 10 days! i just realized how much time i DON'T have after typing it out. but i'm still waiting for my visa. i can see this being super-uber crunch time. i also have to go to the dentist and i'm scared shitless.

i haven't had time to process much of this. i've been so busy with this and that that the only emotion going through me is stress. just watch, it will all unravel during take-off. i'll start clawing for that oxygen mask. i'm actually excited about going, but often forget the excited feeling i just had. then i'll get an email once in a while (like this one i got recently about the orientation plan) and realize it's for real. then i'll forget again and even after people tell me they can't believe i'm going i get reminded that i am going and then i can't believe i'm going. it's a really weird feeling actually. a little bit hard to describe. kind of like i'm indifferent but i'm not.

i still have a lot of stuff to do. i started cleaning out my closet today. i realized i own a lot of useless and ugly shit. i'm sure i would make the perfect candidate for 'what not to wear'. i own a lot of stupid t-shirts with stupid sayings.

quick 'things to do' list off the top of my head (for my purposes and yours if you care to read):
- pack
- buy laptop
- move files from old comp to new
- unlock phone
- get stuff drycleaned
- ....etc.

there's like so much more i have to do but i can't remember. i should really invest in a voice-recorder.


[ end rotation ] :: "storm and stress" - bloc party